My mind is settling down somewhat. This is a good thing. Right now it's not a good idea to do too much thinking. The meetings have helped, and the people at particularly my homegroup have been amazing, as has my sponsor. Which brings us neatly to gratitude, and about time too!
I'm grateful that it's not a struggle today. Sobriety feels instinctive rather than forced. My training is going great, making loads of progress at the gym and with my running. Running has also stopped being a major struggle. Cutting down on smoking helps too. I've decided that it doesn't really matter if I'm an alcoholic or not. The label means nothing (to me personally). All I have to remember is that if I pick up a drink today, I won't be able to do the things I want to do tomorrow. One day at the time etc.